Lately I have been feeling lethargic, listless, moody and apathetic. Not so funny tantrums and a handful of  complaints. (Now I feel awful about myself)  I know I shouldn't feel this way because "the-so-called blah" has opened up many doors for me and I should be incredibly thankful. (But hey I'm no superwoman)  Mentally, it has really taken a toll on me and I couldn't even think properly. And I know being grumpy just creates havoc on my body and even turn itself outward, at the expense of others (highly unlike me and I just hate myself for doing such things). I just feel  like everything is jumbled and weighty. Bottom line, all I need is inner peace and self-assurance; that "maybe, just maybe" would eventually make me feel better. Well it's timely that Holy week has arrived and I'm hoping to get this "inner peace/self-assurance thing" this week. 

I hope to see myself as a one-cow person as Bo Sanchez would put it. Not a one-worm person or a one-bacteria person. (ayokong maging germs)

Therefore there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus…  

(Romans 8:1)